Life & Death in the balance

The most memorable tale of the trip to Port A is definitely the day I was dumped in the drink for an unexpected swim in the briny sea.

Hubby and I love to go treasure hunting on St. Joe’s island. We’ve taken our jet ski over there and brought back wonderful finds that I lovingly refer to as “nautical artifacts”. Rope, nets, buoys, all sorts of treasures. Hubby can tell great tales of the times he’s transported large shrimp nets and 4″ diameter ropes back to the harbor. The harbor where it’s nice and safe, with calm waters. The gulf, however, is temperamental. We’ve had excursions that are relatively mild. We had to abort one mission last year when we tried to go out during the build-up to Hurricane Dolly. You’d think we’d have learned by now.

The lure of those treasures calls to us and so we brave the sea. Wednesday was calm. Hubby went skiing outside of the jetty into the gulf and had no trouble. Thursday, we headed out together (picture me hanging on behind my beloved). We should have checked the weather. The winds were high and the sea was choppy. Very choppy. Big waves. As we got close to the island, I lost my grip and was dumped off the jet ski into the gulf. I was already a little scared but it didn’t take long to become a lot scared. I lost my glasses when I went into the water. I could see the floaty device (attached to the earpieces, but NOT properly tightened up behind my head) bobbing a short distance away but I could barely make any headway despite my best efforts. I snagged my glasses just as hubby circled back for me. There was no way I was going to be able to climb back on to the jet ski while being tossed about, so he towed me to shore. Not before I removed my swim shorts, which were sliding down my legs. I’m glad my swimsuit bottoms stayed on. Picture me clinging with both hands to the handle (just below the “HA” in “YAMAHA”) stretched out behind as hubby made his way to shallow waters. If he went too slowly, he couldn’t control the jet ski. If he went too quickly, I wouldn’t have been able to hang on.

I should mention, being towed as I was my face was right by the exhaust so breathing challenges included wave and fume avoidance. Needless to say I got my share of both.

We made it shore and I was ready to leave immediately. It’s hard to focus on treasure-hunting when you’re busy kissing the sandy shore. Hubby puttered with anchoring the jet ski but settled for dragging it to shore. By the nature of the jet ski itself it’s not a good idea to lug a huge anchor and our little anchor proved inadequate in the face of the pounding waves.

I’m not sure how long we spent actually treasure-hunting. Maybe 15 minutes. Hubby soon waved me over and said “I’m a little nervous about the jet ski.” Have you ever stood on the shore with the waves are washing over your feet and you sink in to the sand? The jet ski was getting “dug in” as the waves were pulling sand out from under it.

Fortunately my heart had settled a bit and I was ready to go because when hubby says “I’m a little nervous” it means it’s time for me to be fully alarmed.

Getting back on the jet ski in the rough water was no easy trick. At one point Hubby suggested I drive because we both needed to board instantaneously so he could start/accelerate the jet ski without getting tossed back off. He began giving me instructions on how to crest the waves, navigate the swells, etc. I agreed to get my butt on the jet ski a split-second behind him, no problem.

I won’t bore you with the details of the long ride back to harbor. The jet ski had taken on a lot of water and the engine strained to push through wave after wave. I clung to hubby and considered our options if one or both of us were thrown off. I prayed and prayed, thanking God for His endless mercy. He’s proven yet again, “God watches over fools and treasure-seekers.”

Later that day I realized the jade bracelet I picked up in China, the one I wear so much I forget I have it on, the one I noticed as I was backing the jet ski off of the trailor into the safe, calm harbor waters thinking “it’ll be okay, not worth the hassle of trying to get it to Hubby,” yeah, it was gone. No doubt claimed by the sea. Its absence is a souvenir. A reminder. A reminder to be grateful for all that I’ve been given. A reminder to focus on what’s important.

Thank you, Lord, for keeping this foolish treasure-seeker safe.

Here’s a girl who’s grateful to be alive, standing on the jetty with the calm, safe harbor waters behind her:

Here’s a hint of the choppy waters (Mustang Island side of the jetty at dusk).

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Life interrupted

July was an interesting month, no doubt about it. Work consumed me. My joke has been that I’m working 2 shifts, and one is a split-shift. Conference calls with Taiwan beginning at 6am, 8am, 8pm, 10pm even 11pm at least 4 days per week. Then full days spent in the office in between. Relentless. On top of that, the overseas management team decided to schedule a trip to the US for the week of my planned vacation. A vacation I couldn’t reschedule. They did the same thing for Spring Break – the big difference then, I didn’t have plans to be anywhere (but I had plans for taking advantage of my teen son’s availability). So, here I was again…looking at taking off when my coworkers were coming to town. Incredibly, I almost cancelled our vacation. I’ve learned that they don’t take kindly to the American attitude towards vacations. Conversely, Taipei/China close down completely for national holidays so vacations are different for them.

So…I decided to take the vacation. I needed it. I deserve it. I recognize that I’m not going to do the team any good at all if I burn out. I prayed about it, cried about it, then finally talked to my Taiwanese boss and other Sr. Manager’s at my ex-employer-now-customer and they all supported my decision! Hurray! Port A was on!

I’ll try to dish out the highlights in doses rather than one monster post.

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Sunday’s Study: Judges 11

Judges 11 tells the story of Jephthah, the illegitimate son of Gilead. Jephthah was a mighty warrior and a natural leader, chased off by his family as a social outcast. In the face of the Ammonites threat of war, the elders of Gilead brought Jephthah home and he was elected judge and made leader of his people.

Jephthah attempts to reason with the king of Ammon fail. The Spirit of the Lord comes upon him and he leads the successful charge against the Ammonites, but not before making a foolish pledge to God.

Scholars debate how Jephthah fulfilled his vow – was his daughter sacrificed as a burnt offering or was she set apart for service to God (not killed)? Either way, her future was altered by a promise he made and fulfilled. The message for us is clear: Don’t make foolish promises based on future events.

“Do not be quick with your mouth, do not be hasty in your heart to utter anything before God.” (Ecclesiastes 5:2)

God desires your obedience now, not your promise of future obedience. When facing life’s challenges, don’t make deals with God. Trust Him, the Judge, to look out for your best interests. Demonstrate your faith. If it’s meant to be, it will be.

I’d rather trust and have things not work out according to my desires than to be explaining to God “I didn’t mean it” when I promised something rash in the heat of some personal battle. How about you?

(8/4: I just read Proverbs 20:25 and couldn’t help but add it to this post, considering how remarkably apropos it is: “Don’t trap yourself by making a rash promise to God and only later counting the cost.”)

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Something better than dead frogs

Someone I love and respect has implied that I could do better than leave my moanings about dead critters as the top post indefinitely while I muddle through life’s challenges. The last few weeks have been nothing but work, work, work. For a while there, it looked like my upcoming vacation would be canceled. That particular drama kept me worried and fretting for days until I worked things out. I needed a correction in my perspective. Along with the realization that I can take a vacation that is ill-timed, I got lots of kudos from people who matter.

In honor of my pending trip to the beach, I give you beach-pix.


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Monday Blueprint Madness

When a dear friend forwarded this image to me, I was struck by a moment of introspection. It seems the owners have closed up this room, sealed it for whatever purpose, painted it up pretty and added ventilation to keep it cool. Closed off from the world but livable. No biggie, right?

But don’t we sometimes take the same measures with our lives and our hearts? Do we establish secret places that we close off from the world or from God? We can paint it up pretty but there’s no light and fresh air. How much better to be open to the world and open to God – letting light in and letting the world see in. God sees inside of us whether we hide or not. God wants us to be in the world, giving of ourselves and receiving by his will.

Don’t close yourself off. No matter how much you pretty it up, there are signs (steps, boarded up windows) that tell us we’re missing something!

Peace,

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Sunday’s Study: Judges 10

Today’s study touches on Tola (judged 23 years) and Jair (judged 22 years). Perhaps “minor judges” but representing the diversity of the leaders God used. After Jair died, the Israelites again served other gods – the Baals and Ashtoreths, the gods of Aram, Sidon, Moab, the gods of the Ammonites, and the Philistines.


The chapter ends with the Israelites in a stand-off with the Ammonites, searching for a leader to launch the attack against their enemy and become the head of the Gileadites.

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Café Chat July 10th

Today’s topic is simply to tell of a miracle in your life.

I’ve been blessed by many miracles, great and small. I’ve been healed of chronic pain through prayer and the laying on of hands. I’ve had my life turn several times, taking new and ever-better direction as I come closer to the LORD. Currently, I’m walking in faith, stepping out as a teacher and an apostle. Declaring myself flawed but committed to live as Christ desires. Although raised in the church, I’d never read the Bible. As of today I’m over halfway through reading the “Bible in a Year.”

Although I’m comfortable and happy, I’m desperately seeking, knocking, asking as I’m commanded to do. Obedient at a time when it would be easy to stray. Fortifying myself against “the enemy” rather than relaxing my guard. From my simplistic view today, that is a miracle for which I am eternally grateful.

Blessings!

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Tips for Better Living

After a long hard day spent in the office dealing with people and situations and …. stuff. Sometimes you just have to step back and look at the big picture. The big picture in my world includes a gorgeous Texas sky and, in this case, a Mimosa tree.

Thank you, Lord. If my world was limited to the scope defined by my work or the perceived boundaries of my life, it would be a sad place indeed. May I glorify your name by acknowledging your greatness as the creator of all things beautiful.

Amen.

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Monday Blueprint Madness

This staircase makes me think about trust. You would only take these stairs once before you realized that a descent here is futile. You would not keep taking these stairs hoping that one day you’ll find the path clear to some pleasant destination.

How differently we approach relationships. We will engage over and over again with people who’ve proven themselves NOT trustworthy hoping each time that the trip will turn out to be rewarding.

In some cases the investment is worthwhile. I’m working on training our youngest to be truthful and honest; teaching him that the penalty for lying is worse than the penalty for whatever he felt compelled to lie about. At 15, he’s a little old for this – but it’s never too late. I trust that he will learn the importance of establishing and maintaining trust. No matter how difficult the truth is, it is better to share a painful truth than to fall into disuse, considered worthless and untrustworthy.

In our relationships, we are not rigid and constant but we are fluid and dynamic; ever changing and eternally capable of redefining ourselves and rewriting our scripted responses to others. And this, my friends, is truly a blessing.

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Sunday’s Study: Judges 9

The stories of Gideon and his son Abimelech are centered in the Book of Judges. Gideon offers a stellar example of the leaders God chose to rescue his children and Abimelech is the antithesis, offering a stark contrast in behavior. It’s worthy of mention that in telling Abimelech’s tale, Gideon is only referred to by his nickname, Jerub-Baal (because he broke down Baal’s altar) rather than by his given name. Abimelech was a discredit to his father in many ways, not the least of which was using silver from the Baal temple and paying mercenaries to follow him.

In the end, God repaid Abimelech for his wickedness.

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