How I spent my afternoon and evening:

I was able to babysit my precious grandson. Then later, my daughter and son-in-law joined us for a movie:

How I spent my afternoon and evening:

I was able to babysit my precious grandson. Then later, my daughter and son-in-law joined us for a movie:

This morning (it seems like a long time ago) I wondered what I would write about today. Thursday is my day to search for wisdom. I began my search literally, using BibleGateway’s keyword search. I quickly landed on James 3. There are 2 sections: “Controlling the Tongue” and “True Wisdom Comes from God”.
The first section opens with “Dear brothers and sisters, not many of you should become teachers in the church, for we who teach will be judged more strictly. Indeed, we all make many mistakes. For if we could control our tongues, we would be perfect and could also control ourselves in every other way.”
The second section opens with “If you are wise and understand God’s ways, prove it by living an honorable life, doing good works with the humility that comes from wisdom. But if you are bitterly jealous and there is selfish ambition in your heart, don’t cover up the truth with boasting and lying. For jealousy and selfishness are not God’s kind of wisdom. Such things are earthly, unspiritual, and demonic. For wherever there is jealousy and selfish ambition, there you will find disorder and evil of every kind.”
There is certainly plenty of meat for today’s meal. I decided to let these themes digest for a while and I wandered a way for a bit. My meandering on the internet, although not intentional for me, was resoundingly intentional for God. I won’t bore you with the details, but within a few mouse clicks I was reading a post entitled “Believe God Not Beth Moore.” {I’m not going to link to it, but if you’re interested, I will e-mail you the link to any of the sites I’m referencing today.} That site led me to another site (as blog-surfing tends to do) and I found myself swimming in a sea of intolerance for Beth. I was disheartened and confused. Confused in part because it turns out that today’s pursuit of wisdom involves vocabulary words. I looked up the following to make sure I was understanding what was being espoused.
apologetics: the branch of theology concerned with the defense or proof of Christianity.
hermeneutics: 1. the science of interpretation, esp. of the Scriptures. 2. the branch of theology that deals with the principles of Biblical exegesis.
exegesis: critical explanation or interpretation of a text or portion of a text, esp. of the Bible.
ecumenical: promoting or fostering Christian unity throughout the world.
It turns out that there are a group of apologetics (not all of them, mind you) who take issue with Beth. With her style, with her presumptions, with…well, they have a long list. One of the apologetics sites is founded on 1 John 4:5. The entire scriptural section reads “Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world. This is how you can recognize the Spirit of God: Every spirit that acknowledges that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, but every spirit that does not acknowledge Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you have heard is coming and even now is already in the world. You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world. They are from the world and therefore speak from the viewpoint of the world, and the world listens to them. We are from God, and whoever knows God listens to us; but whoever is not from God does not listen to us. This is how we recognize the Spirit of truth and the spirit of falsehood.” {The Bold is 1 John 4:5} Their focus “is to help expose the “unfruitful deeds of darkness.” (Ephesians 5:11)”
The most prolific critic, who authors a different apologetics site, has been published in a journal that he claims is one of the best apologetics journals available. At my request, he forwarded an electronic copy of the issue with his article and pointed me to the web site where I could order copies of the other articles (for $15) critiquing Beth’s studies. The article he sent is lengthy (10 pages + 1.5 pages of references). I will take my time reading this, just as I spent time today on his blog trying to understand his concerns.
His fundamental problem with Beth Moore appears to be her claim that she is guided by God (Wait! I believe I’m guided by God). It also seems that she may not be 100% accurate (Revisit James 3:1-2. It took courage on my part to step out in faith and begin to write hermeneutics. A comment from the critic: “Poor hermeneutics is the norm for Moore as she has no sound exegesis of Scripture.” I didn’t know I was writing hermeneutics but I knew I was exposing myself to criticism.)
I personally credit Beth Moore with leading me to a much deeper and wider understanding of the Bible. My familiarity with the Book, my comfort with the Word, my thirst for understanding, my hunger for thoughtful dialogue all began with my first Bible study – “Believing God.”
My foray today, my search for wisdom, led me to an awareness that self-appointed apologetics may not fit the webster definition of apologetics. These folks didn’t seem to be drawing others to Christianity or defending Christian principles. They seem to be attacking someone who devoutly proclaims that Jesus is the Way, the only Way, to salvation. It also seems that folks who don’t see Beth as misguided, aberrational, or worse, well those folks lack discernment. So I guess I’m caught in the criticism.
And what does all of this mean to me? You can’t please everybody. The only one I aim to please is my Creator. I will continue to step out in faith and write what I believe to be true. I will allow the Spirit that is within me to guide me.
Father, may Your will be done.
Amen.

It seems to me that what they are saying is NOT “give peace a chance.”
What I’m reading is: “Our products are safe and if you don’t believe us, don’t buy ’em.”
So there.

I want to thank Jeanette for choosing my blog as one she finds “Fabulous.” That brings a smile to my lips and a song to my heart. I also want to thank everyone who visits regularly. You bless me every time you come back for more.
The rules for this meme award: list 5 blogs I find fabulous, and then 5 things I find fabulous….
In no particular order:
I’m not much of a rule follower so you can pick 5 of the above or trust me that they are all fabulous.
And, 5 things I find fabulous:
There, I’m equally out-of-bounds in my lists.
Have a fabulous day!
Make time for God; God will make time for you.
“You cannot mock the justice of God. You will always harvest what you plant. Those who live only to satisfy their own sinful nature will harvest decay and death from that sinful nature. But those who live to please the Spirit will harvest everlasting life from the Spirit. So let’s not get tired of doing what is good. At just the right time we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don’t give up. Therefore, whenever we have the opportunity, we should do good to everyone—especially to those in the family of faith.” (Galatians 6:7-10)
Which makes me think of Ecclesiastes:
“For everything there is a season, a time for every activity under heaven.
A time to be born and a time to die. A time to plant and a time to harvest.
A time to kill and a time to heal. A time to tear down and a time to build up.
A time to cry and a time to laugh. A time to grieve and a time to dance.
A time to scatter stones and a time to gather stones. A time to embrace and a time to turn away. A time to search and a time to quit searching. A time to keep and a time to throw away.
A time to tear and a time to mend. A time to be quiet and a time to speak.
A time to love and a time to hate. A time for war and a time for peace.” (Ecclesiastes 3:1-8)
What we should never lose sight of is…there is a time for prayer. A time for introspection, discernment, and meditation on God’s will. Lent is coming. What a perfect time to make the commitment to start and end every day in counsel with God.
Last night, or rather in the wee, wee hours before dawn, I lay awake trying not to fret about some work-situations that are draining me…leaving me empty and dry. I cast about in prayer. I struggled with focusing my prayers, seeking the “right” request of God. I’m trying to do good, even in trying circumstances. My home relationships are strained because I’m so exhausted from giving everything in the office. I have to be cautious that I not abuse those closest to me, those in the family of faith. I knew that with my internal tank empty, I am becoming cautious and protective of my core. Fortunately, I quickly hit upon the prayer that needed praying.
God, replenish my Spirit. Fill my spiritual well with the living water provided only by your grace and mercy. Refresh my soul. Help me to feel joy during these trials. I cannot seek renewal anywhere else and be satisfied. Only through you are my needs met. Bless me in this hour, this day. Do not leave me to cry alone – pour your Spirit into me until I am overflowing. Let me make time for you trusting that you will always make time for me.
Amen.
Last month Guidepost Magazine published the story of my healing experience. (Well, one of my healing experiences.)
The story focused on the period following spinal surgery in 2004, or more specifically, the period following complications that arose several months after the surgery. I was suddenly experiencing severe migraines. I couldn’t work. I couldn’t function. Apparently I’d somehow torn my spinal column and the “hydraulic system” that keeps the brain safely floating/cushioned in fluid was leaking. The cure, it seemed, was bed rest. Complete and utter, not-fooling-around, bed rest. In fact, my hips needed to be elevated higher than my head to ensure that what fluid was in the system was getting to my brain.
This is not a medical condition that you hear much about. Diagnosis is generally based on “positional headaches.” Standing up = severe headaches. Within minutes of lying down = no headache. My headaches were accompanied by nausea and vomiting. All in all I was not having a good time. Several misdiagnosis preceded the final determination. It was a relief to have a diagnosis that made some sense, and a course of action no matter how passive.
A few weeks ago I received a letter from an Amish lady named Eva. It seems she is leaking spinal fluid. We played a round of phone tag and I wrote her a letter. We finally got a chance to talk. My article prompted her to re-engage with the medical community. When I spoke with her, she had made an appointment with a neurologist. Her husband left me another voice mail last week after the visit with the doctor, and I in turn left them a voice mail. I’m writing another letter today. I am so glad to be able to offer some practical advice and speak from experience. Eva is the first person I’ve “met” who’s suffered from leaking spinal fluid.
This is what motivated me to get the story published. It’s part of what motivates me to publish my thoughts and experiences here: the idea that someone somewhere will read these words and be touched in a positive way.
Blessings,
I ran across a site that celebrates music as a form of worship. After a little thought I decided to start with Rich Mullins singing “Creed.” This is one of the first music videos of a Christian song that I listened to over and over again.
Creed, by Rich Mullins
I believe in God the Father
Almighty maker of Heaven and Maker of Earth
And in Jesus Christ His only begotten Son, our Lord
He was conceived by the Holy Spirit
Born of the virgin Mary
Suffered under Pontius Pilate
He was crucified and dead and buried
CHORUS: And I believe what I believe is what makes me what I am
I did not make it, no it is making me
It is the very truth of God and not the invention of any man
I believe that He who suffered was crucified, buried, and dead
He descended into hell and on the third day, rose again
He ascended into Heaven where He sits at God’s mighty right hand
I believe that He’s returning to judge the quick and the dead of the sons of men
CHORUS
I believe it, I believe it
I believe it I believe it, I believe it
I believe in God the Father Almighty maker of Heaven and maker of Earth
And in Jesus Christ His only begotten Son, Our Lord
I believe in the Holy Spirit, one Holy Church,
The communion of Saints, the forgiveness of sins I believe in the resurrection
I believe in a life that never ends
CHORUS
I believe it, I believe
I believe it, I believe I believe it, I believe it
This week has been…difficult. Work, home, life demands – it seems everywhere I turn I’m in a battle. Nothing has come easy. Many times my best course was to say nothing. Sometimes, however, I’ve had to be very, very vocal. By the time my week was wrapping up I just wanted to curl up into a ball (fetal position) and be left in peace. Not alone, for I am never alone, but separated from the world that challenges me.
During Bible-study on Wednesday I was blown away by this quote from Esther: “Who knows if you were put in this position for just such a time as this?” (slight paraphrase of Esther 4:14) This resonates in my soul.
“Why me, O LORD?”
“Because you are the best person for the job. You are the one I chose. I need you and I have prepared you for this hardship. You will lead others, others who would be lost without you.”
So, I soldiered on.
And now it is Saturday morning and I’m at my computer catching up on blogs (reading, commenting, writing). I meandered over to a site that offers a weekly topic for blogging discourse. If you click the image in this post you will go directly to today’s post. I recommend you read it in its entirety.
In a nut shell, the lead-in is a story of a British missionary in the Congo in the 60’s. She stayed in a dangerous environment when better judgment might have forced her to leave. Her faith compelled her to stay. Then one day she was brutally beaten and raped by a truckload of soldiers. During her recovery she found herself even closer to God than before.
“There was no bitterness within her, though Helen had experienced terrible, mindless evil. It would have been so easy to demand of God why He allowed these atrocities, when she had been so faithful to His service. But in her heart of hearts, she felt that God’s question would be, “Can you thank Me for trusting you with this experience, even if I never tell you why?” (David Jeremiah’s Captured by Grace)
That question stopped me in my tracks, and for today’s Chat I would like to hear your thoughts about this question…Of course this is the question that Helen felt like God was asking her, but I think it is a good question for all of us to ponder.
I was covered in goosebumps, touched by the poignant tale. I’m not implying my work/life tribulations are anything close to what happened to this woman, but the question she raised is one I’ve heard asked by the Spirit that lives in me.
There are certain truths in this world which we have to accept:
– Bad things happen.
– God is good.
– God wants to save everyone and to draw the lost souls back into His fold.
– When bad things happen to good people, those people are often the shining example of God’s grace that can motivate and inspire others and bring lost souls back.
– God doesn’t owe us an explanation.
From my own experience I know that I am a better person for every trial I have endured. We are blessed during times of trial. Perseverance brings us closer to God. If we lose faith when we are tested, it is our loss (but hopefully only a temporary set-back). If our faith grows stronger it is a win-win for us and for God. God is not looking for His followers to be a collection of wimpy, lazy, spoiled children. He needs us to be His soldiers, strong in our faith, fighting the forces of evil and temptation that separate Him from those who don’t know or understand Him.
God, we praise You for the times of difficulty that force us to be deliberate in our faith. May we respond with grace and glorify Your name.
Amen.
She told him she’d rather fix her make-up than try and fix what’s going on
But the problem keeps on calling even with the cell phone gone.
She told him that she believes in living bigger than she’s living now
But her world keeps spinning backwards
And upside down.
Don’t say so long, and throw your self on.
Don’t spend today away, ’cause today will soon be
Gone, like yesterday is gone
Like history is gone
Just try and prove me wrong and
pretend like you’re immortal. (1 Timothy 6:16)
She said, he said, live like no tomorrow
Everyday we borrow brings us
one step closer to the edge. Infinity.
Where’s your treasure, where’s your hope (Matthew 6:21; Luke 12:34)
if you get the world and lose your soul? (Matthew 16:26; Mark 8:36)
She pretends like she pretends like she’s immortal.
Don’t say so long, you’re not that far gone.
This could be your big chance to make-up
Today will soon be
Gone, like yesterday is gone
Like history is gone
The world keeps spinning on
You’re going, going
Gone, like summer break is gone,
Like Saturday is gone (Psalm 77:5)
Just try and prove me wrong
You pretend like you’re immortal (you’re immortal)
You’re immortal (you’re immortal)
Ha-ah
We are not infinite
We are not permanent (Hebrews 13:14)
Nothing is immediate (Mark 13:7)
We are so confident in our accomplishments. (Revelation 17:17)
Look at our decadence.
Gone, like Frank Sinatra, like Elvis and his mom,
Like Al Pacino’s cash, nothing lasts in this life.
My High School dreams are gone,
my childhood streets are gone (Ecclesiastes 7:10)
Life is a day that doesn’t last for long.
Life is more than money, time was never money. (Ecclesiastes 7:12)
Time was never cash, life is still more than girls.
Life is more than hundred dollar bills and roto-tom fills. (Proverbs 1:19)
Life is more than fame and rock and roll and thrills,
All the riches of the kings end up in wills
We’ve got information in the information age
but do we know what life is outside of our convenient Lexus cages?
She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every moment that we borrow brings us closer
to the God who’s not short of cash
Hey Bono, I’m glad you asked.
Life is still worth living,
Life is still worth living.
Life is more that you are.
Disclaimer: Scripture references added by the author of this blog.